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My Flat Is Falling Apart But at Least I Have Starbucks

On 1st Dec 2025 By Absurd RhioIn Recovery Updates, Uncategorized, Weekly Updates1 Comment

Between the mould, the leaks, and feeling like I’m swimming in lava in Minecraft, a random Black Friday coffee machine somehow became the hero of my week. It’s ridiculous, but every Starbucks pod feels like a tiny joy-bringer in a flat that’s currently held together by buckets and hope.

A Day in the Life of Being Spectacularly Wrong

On 14th Aug 2025 By Absurd RhioIn Recovery Updates3 Comments

Today was a masterclass in being spectacularly wrong - from misreading dates to creating chaos worthy of a sitcom. Between ADHD brain noise, accidental drama, and Clippy-level self-critique, I somehow still found joy in coffee, pastries, and my son’s laughter. A disaster? Yes. But a warm, funny one.

The Biscoff Recovery Series – Part 1: Ice Cream, Biscuits, and Biscoffees.

On 8th Jul 2025 By Absurd RhioIn eating disorder, Recovery UpdatesLeave a comment

Recovery is hard, but Biscoff helps. From ice cream to iced lattes, each bite fights back against my eating disorder, Clippy. These sweet, caramelised moments aren’t just food - they’re acts of rebellion, comfort, and joy. Come join me (and Biscoff the Bear) as I put the scoff in Biscoff.

The Day That Turned Out Better Than Expected – FINALLY.

On 15th Mar 2025 By Absurd RhioIn mental health, Weekly Updates2 Comments

I set out expecting stress, but somehow, today turned out… okay. The meds got sorted, the errands got done, and Iceland had the AUDACITY to be pricier than M&S. I came home exhausted, but with a warm flat, a good loaf of bread, and a little relief. Finally.

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