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My First Grief Therapy Session Was Unexpectedly EVENTFUL

On 7th Feb 2025 By Absurd RhioIn Grief Journey, mental health8 Comments

Imagine sitting in the metaphorical waiting room for therapy, convinced your name will never be called. Then suddenly, it is — and an hour later, you’ve had massive realisations about grief, silence, and finding yourself again. My first grief therapy session was unexpectedly eventful, and it’s just the beginning.

A Letter To My Best Friend – For the Anniversary of Your Death

On 15th Jan 2025 By Absurd RhioIn Grief Journey4 Comments

I still visit you through your blog, your home in the digital world. The world got darker when you left, but you’re still a constant guiding light. I light this candle for you — not as a goodbye, but as a hello again. You’re always with me. I miss you.

Still Alive – The Birthday Cake Is a Lie: Reflections on Turning 41

On 18th Nov 2024 By Absurd RhioIn Grief Journey, mental healthLeave a comment

As I approach my 41st birthday, I reflect on the complexities of life: grief from losing my best friend, WeeGee, and ongoing battles with mental illness. Birthdays remind me of love lost and the importance of healing, which is not about curing but living amidst struggles. My journey continues, intertwined with memories and resilience.

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