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When Something You Love Conflicts With Something You Believe

On 14th Aug 2026 By Absurd RhioIn Gaming3 Comments

Mass Effect changed my life. It helped me through some of my darkest moments, became part of my relationship with my son, and filled my home with memories. But what happens when something you love becomes connected to things you no longer feel comfortable supporting?

Surviving Misery Mode While Miserable – Adventures in The Long Dark

On 17th Mar 2026 By Absurd RhioIn cluster headaches, The Long Dark1 Comment

While battling a cluster headache episode, I decided the logical distraction was trying Misery Mode in The Long Dark. Armed with pancakes, tea, a hammer, and a teddy bear, I somehow survived 47 days. No hacksaw, no bow, no plan - just chaotic decisions and a deeply committed pancake strategy.

A Game That Did More Than Lift My Spirits – Spirit City Lofi Sessions

On 21st May 2025 By Absurd RhioIn Gaming, Recovery UpdatesLeave a comment

Spirit City gave me something I didn’t know I needed - a quiet space where my digital self could sit, eat, cry, and heal beside me. It’s not just a game. It’s a soft place to land when the world is too loud. Recovery, raccoons, and rain sounds included.

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