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The Love for my Son Transcends Space, Time… and the Black Hole of Depression.

On 12th Dec 2024 By Absurd RhioIn plushiesLeave a comment

These new Jellycats aren’t just adorable— they’re symbols of love, and the light my space baby brings even near the black hole of depression. From Sir Isaac pondering the gravity of peanuts to adorably caffeinated plushie coffees, they remind me that together, we transcend space, time, and darkness.

AirlockED – My ED and the Illusion of Safety in the Airlock.

On 27th Nov 2024 By Absurd RhioIn mental health, Recovery Updates1 Comment

Navigating life with an eating disorder feels like being trapped in an airlock, caught between the crushing pull of a black hole and the safety of my ship. Recovery is about survival, fear, and the hard choices to step through pain for freedom. Let’s explore the illusion of the airlocks safety together.

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