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Still Alive – The Birthday Cake Is a Lie: Reflections on Turning 41

On 18th Nov 2024 By Absurd RhioIn Grief Journey, mental healthLeave a comment

As I approach my 41st birthday, I reflect on the complexities of life: grief from losing my best friend, WeeGee, and ongoing battles with mental illness. Birthdays remind me of love lost and the importance of healing, which is not about curing but living amidst struggles. My journey continues, intertwined with memories and resilience.

Brave – How I Take My Jellycat Plushies Out In Public

On 31st Oct 2024 By Absurd RhioIn plushies1 Comment

I often get asked how I can take my plushies outside, beyond my castle walls, so openly as a 40-year-old. Given my chronic anxiety and self-consciousness, it’s a very valid question! I thought I’d share how I came to carry them so openly in public, why I do it, and maybe it will help you, …

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