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How I Was Manipulated By YouTube Premium – A Story of Rain, Rage and Recovery.

On 30th May 202530th May 2025 By Absurd RhioIn Rants8 Comments

I resisted for years. No Premium. No corporate sellout. Just me, my adblock, and stubborn principles - until YouTube broke my spirit at 4am with a Dutch ice cream ad in the middle of my 10-hour rain video. I cracked. I paid. I am now part of the problem. Enjoy my descent.

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