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No One Warns You About the Bear at the Bottom of the Mountain

On 19th Jan 2026 By Absurd RhioIn eating disorder, Grief Journey1 Comment

I climb the mountain. I feel like I’m finally getting somewhere. Then an unforeseen bear appears, mauls me, and eats the very symbol of my progress. It looks like I never climbed at all. There’s no parka to prove it. Only I know I was there.

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