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The Bin Bags Full of Ghosts

On 18th Apr 2026 By Absurd RhioIn eating disorder, Grief Journey4 Comments

I wasn’t just clearing out my wardrobe. I was letting go of versions of myself I had held onto for survival. Some protected me. Some hid me. All of them mattered. But I don’t need to be them anymore. I can carry what mattered, without carrying everything that kept me there.

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